So tonight was just one of those nights where i started to think of my past and beat myself up mentally about it when i was listening to my pandora radio station and a song came on that really made me feel a whole lot better and get me back to remembering that God forgives us of our pasts and wants us to come to him with all of our troubles and issues and he will help us get through them because he loves us so much. This song just reminded me that even though i have made a lot of mistakes that God still loves me and cares for me, and is just waiting for me to say ” You know what? I really can’t do this on my own and I need you to help me”. It just spoke so clearly to me and completely changed my mood I was in. It’s truly amazing how God works like that. Just when you need something he provides all the answers for you!
“Honestly, it time for honesty, my heart is on my sleeve, oh will you hear me out? Ive got nothing left to give of me, I gave up everything, so there is nothing left to lose for me now… Can you forgive me somehow? Ive chased a million things, bright lights and empty dreams, now here I am right where i thought i wanted to be, I’d trade it all right now, leave it all and lay it down to get back to where i belong, Lord all ive ever needed was your love. Truth be told i made this world my hope I let it steal my soul but now i wan it back, Cause all I need is waiting in your arms a place to hang my heart where I am known at last…You’re the one true thing I have. I’ve chased a million things, bright lights and empty dreams, now here I am right where i thought i wanted to be, I’d trade it all right now, Leave it all and lay it down to get back to where I belong, Lord all I’ve ever needed was your love. And I know that I was meant to be more than just a melody, I know that you had hopes for me I hope you still believe in, me. I’ve chased a million things, Bright lights and empty dreams, now here I am right where I thought I wanted to be, I’d trade it all right now leave it all and lay it down, To get back to where I belong, Lord all I’ve ever needed was your love… LORD all I’ve ever needed was your LOVE.”
Misery loves it's company 
You’re right, it’s absolutely incredible how forgiving the guy is! I couldn’t count how many lies I’ve told but whenever I mess up…again…It’s like I can feel God right there saying “I’ll pick you up if you’ll only let me.” oh and another great song is ‘Look Away’ by the Afters annnndd… ‘By Your Side’ by Tenth Avenue North. Look them up if you don’t already know them, they’re really real and uplifting. 🙂
Oh wait, sorry, that’s ‘Look Away’ by Thousand foot Krutch.